I cannot count how many times I have logged in here and opened a nice new post.
And stared at the screen.
Written half a sentance.
Started again. Then got heavy handed with the backspace key.
Closed down the tab.
Mooched around on Facebook.
Nosied on twitter.
Stood up, sighed, wandered around aimlessly, switched on the kettle, never actually making a cuppa.
Opened up the tab again, rinse and repeat.
And nothing really happens.
It's not that there is nothing to say, life is busy, I'm busy but somehow I have lost the ability to articulate the thoughts in my mind and transfer them via keyboard to screen.
It's not just here though, it's life in general. I seem to be able to manage the very basics- washing, feeding, work, school. That's about it.
I want to do more. I want to get out and about. Do stuff with the girls. To write it all down. But it's just not happening.
So instead I'll not hit delete this time, I'll hit publish. But I will probably still close the tab and sigh.
I'm sure it will pass. I hope.